The scene is dead, but i'm still restless
and hour or so til last call i guess
i shouldn't even be hear much less
drinking myself into excess
i'm not going home until i'm done

Come on and get gone
Come on and get gone
Come on you can't go home
the night is young
i'm blacking out
but it's been fun

Well everythying's another excuse
to keep from doing what I want to
I would really love to kiss you
But I guess I'm in no condition
I'm not going home with no one

Come on and get gone
Come on and get gone
Come on you can't go home
the night is young
i'm blacking out
but it's been fun

I said that's it
I'm not going home with no one
I'm not going home with no one
I'm not going home with no one

Come on and get gone
Come on and get gone
Come on you can't go home
the night young
I'm blacking out
but it's been fun

you can't go home
the night is young
i'm blacking out
but it's been . . .

so most of the people here at ucla rock my socks. but for some reason, the one person whom i thought i could count on the most has completely given up on our friendship. don't you just hate when that happens? i wish i could say i'm over it, but i'm obviously not, since i'm sitting here writing, knowing fullwell that no one will ever read this. interesting how that works. well... at least i can find some solace in the fact that there are plenty of other people that i can count on. (although... now i have my doubts.) oh well.


why is there always drama?

let's push for a drama-free world. who's with me?? .. . . . no? . . . just me? . . . . . . . ok.

ok sad as it is... i think now i'm really going to miss all the ppl at home... all the friends you can really count on to be there... don't get me wrong -- i'm still excited to go back to school (mainly so that I don't have to be around my parents any more), but I'm going to miss my ptown friends... especially my work buddies. not the new ppl, but the old people that are still there; i hope i can somehow incorporate them into my ucla life this year.

p.s.
i don't feel well.

I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad... the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had. I find it hard to tell you. I find it hard to take. With people running circles it's a very, very mad world.

summer can be fun, too. i didn't think so at first... but yeah. the ppl here aren't SO bad, and it IS possiblet to manage a little fun, even with your parents breathing down your neck. still... i can't WAIT to go back to school. I move in on the 19th. that makes me so happy you don't even know. and guess what?! jury duty on the 7th. i'm freaking stoked.

yay.

hurray for class on only a few hours of sleep. story of my life. . . or rather... story of this year. oh the good old days when i used to get at least 9 hours of sleep a night. AHHHH!


i love school. i love the ppl at school. why don't the people at school love eachother?

freakin a...

i forgot i had this thing. INSANE.

ok well i'm at ucla now... get facebook (it does a body good.)

"if you can't be a good example, it is your obligation to be a horrible example."

"frayin' all the ends. you were the last one who could recognize his friends. nothing every changes. you're always exchanging piece of mind for everything you want. everthing. you want it all. I can see it in your eyes. I can see right through you. there's nothing to you. you're telling lies. you'll surround yourself with everyone who says what you need to feel alright. why can't you be strong? *frayin' all th ends. you were the last one who could recognize his friends. nothing every changes. you're always exchanging piece of mind for everything you want. everthing. you want it all.* I can see it in your eyes. I can see right through you. there's nothing to you. you conjure lies. you'll surround yourself with everyone who says what you need to feel alright. everyone who speaks the words that make you perpetually contrite. they say what you want to hear. say what you want to hear. what you want to... why can't you be strong?"

Love your country. Bush is a temporary condition. America is greater than a pious twerp with delusions of grandeur.

oh the college life. i fucking love it. I can tell it's going to be a gooooood year.

I leave on the 25th of this month. I'm excited about everything except leaving golden spoon...

my roomies seem nice.

I bought six new shirts today. they were only $6.99 a piece!! oh how I love target. I think i need to get some new shoes pretty soon, so that's next on my list. let me know if you konw of any cheap, yet quality, shoes.

everyone's gone!! Come back!

"ch-ch-ch-change is in the air. I can feel it."